this isnt the first time ive been hurt ( Read more... )

sometimes it really feels like, all the people I love in this world and care the most about me, just don't understand me. We have so much fun together, but thats just it, just fun. I guess, nobody can understand me when there isn't a smile on my face. And when I do want to talk about whats bothering me with them, they say those oh so comforting ( Read more... )

I buried myself alive on the inside,

so i could shut you out and let you go away for a long time.

You wont cry for my absence i know

for you forgot me long ago.....

I stand for whats right:

Basic cable, skateboarding everywhere, and free trips to the salad bar.

* peace and love to my sweet arron *

Arron ( Read more... )

dear arron,

I looked at some old photo albums today, days when we were babies, or at least, when I was a baby, your 7 years older then me. But I'm going through it with my mom, and I see pictures of us at the farm, you and chris, you and shawn, you and larry, everyone together, way when i was little, you were probably my age or older. You ( Read more... )

is it weird or normal to burst out and just cry my face off cuz i think about my cousin. yesterday, i was cleaning my room, and i was fine, and i came across something and i thought about chris and arron watching the crow with me in my bedroom till like 2 in the am during christmas, chris is one of arron's brothers, and we watched it and i didnt ( Read more... )

my computer is being so gay, it wont let me do anything cuz im not logged in...only i am. grr...adding to my already lovely day ( Read more... )

A poem i wrote for arron ( Read more... )

arrrighty ( Read more... )

my day sucked ( Read more... )