well i havent updated in a LONG time ( Read more... )

okay, so ive been in school for a week now
& its alright, im liking it..
i have a class with keith & in this class we learn
about BUILDING GOOD & CLOSE RELATIONSHIPS
haha, maybe it will help??? i think NOT!<3 ( Read more... )

school tomorrow<3
ill update tomorrow on how it went<3

i need help.
my head is telling me to end this relationship
but my hearts telling me to stay..
keith told me he'd delete his myspace, well he only changed his
password, he told me that he only has eric & bruce on his buddylist.
complete lie. why do i put up with this bullshi ( Read more... )

oh yeah & keith is also back to go to parties & tells me i shouldnt get mad or anything. i go out ONE night with a friend and get bitched at.. well this slut toma was there and flashed him & he sat here and told me not to be mad or anything. i used to be friends with her and she knows hes with me.. but no i cant be mad.. fuck this shit.. i fucking ( Read more... )

i think keith is back to snorting & smoking pot
well i knew he was smoking pot again,but its becoming to be too much
& i dont know what to say to him about it
and i hate when hes with eric & jarrod & them because they dont like me
& they always want him to go "clubin" or "bitch hunting"& it pisses me off
but i wont say anything. & this whole condom ( Read more... )

so keith was home yesterday at 530am.
i hung out with him. but this is the thing..
he bought condoms before he left to go to oc.
but why did he buy them? did he have intensions on using them?
&i asked him and all he said was "dont worry about it, why do you care? & i didnt have intensions on using them."
but then why did he buy them?, was i wrong for ( Read more... )

so you know how i said keith went to ocean city,
well he was supposed to come home monday
well that never happened, & then he was supposed to come home today
yeah well thats not happening either. hes really starting to
piss me off, he made plans with me for monday night & tonight
&hes dicked me both times. and he thinks i shouldnt be pissed.
i cant take ( Read more... )

this sucks...
well i listened to everyone & went out with candi, kay, & joe
& i did nothing but talk about keith all night long
i miss him, alot, i mean i had fun
but it was weird with him not being next to me
& i feel bad that i lyed to him and told him i was going to babysit my cousin.
but he lies to me, you know?
i called him when i got home & i was ( Read more... )

so heres where i tell you about my LOVELY anniversary.
well we fought the first hour we got together.
because he told me that he saw two hot girls & they said he was hot
so was that not supposed to piss me off?..okay
so then we went to get hair dye & he dyed my hair, it is actually darker
than the pictures i took, it only looks light in those pictures ( Read more... )