I hate this
i hate how our whole group of friends has just split up..
i hate being in the middle of my two bestfriends, im not pickin sides.. 
i hate how im friends with the girl there in the middle between

i hate how "he" wont talk to me anymore, we use to be so close, and i hate how i lead him on, i hate that hes "in love" with sum1 he just started ( Read more... )

oh god, i kno nobody is going to be reading this..i havent used this in god knos how long...but im really not in a good mood and need to say sum stuff..

first off i have this friend, id rather not say who even tho u'll most likely kno who, seein in how i have like wut 2 good friends...but anyways, shes givin me SO much shit latly and i dont even ( Read more... )

welp,

of corse we just got into an other fight, hate it .. this was probly the last fight we'll have..=/. ill get over it i guess, not the 1st time its happened. maybe its fer the best if we end things.. i liek him alot but of wut happened to shea, i doont think id be able to tlel my mom anything and if anythign happened (most likely wont now) i ( Read more... )

well, friday, Krystina came over, and we went to get kelly and nicole to go to the fair.. and met Devon up there ... yea we were there fer awhile n than seen spankyyy, and went with him, n than yea seen brad later.. n than around 11 sumting brad took me kell n krystina to his hosue with his friends n we were there for awhile.. than came back ehre ( Read more... )

last thursday i went home w/ mike w/ shea n we went to jeffs, than went to joshes to get dewan n than back to jeffs.. than brad got us n took us home...

friday i went to indiana w/ shea fer the weekend it was funnn but cold..

today, um half day n went to rods after school with shea nicole jamar n dewan.. yea it was alright.... jus watched tv.?

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computer was broken fer like a week so here..

welp, ive been hanging out with bra dn bobby alot, been with brad every day .. lol..

well a few weekends ago, was my confermation, n then i went to nicoels with shea n rod jamar n dj was there, lol it was fun i guess? well rod dj n jamar walke dus to the middle school @ like 12 cuz me n shea hadda walk ( Read more... )

lets see...

i dotn reamber wut i did last weekend.. or Monday..

Tuesday, wow.. hannah came over.. n we went to get shea.. went to get my belly button percied but they wouldnt lemme! ugh i was so mad.. so than we waited and went to th emovies and waited for jamar n rod.. they showed up with dj rods cuzin..umm we seen miss congenialigy ( cant spell ( Read more... )

last weekend on saturday i went to the movies, with shea n rod n jamar. seen the ring 2... um yea it was fun.. uh then i went back over to sheas house.
tuesday i didnt go to schoool,
wed, ughhhhhh i hate my sister, we got in a fight n she said shit to my ( Read more... )

last weekend, shea came over on friday.. and my mom took us to keatons, we seen pat keaton sean and dayne walkin so my mom stoped and they were goimn to get kelly so yea we went opats went abck to keatons and than we hadda wlak home @ like.. idk late..that night i woke up sooooooooooo sick.
Saturday i had the flu ughhh it was horrable shea left ( Read more... )

( I wish I could turn back time... )