ughhh my sister&daya are listening to miley cyrus . please kill me . i freaking hate her stupid accent >.>
anyways today was pretty boring >.> i went to work then cashed my mutual fund check&then went to pay my school fees . 2.3k fuckkk ]'= after that we went shopping to go get some food for the bbq . we came back home with daya&sam then hung ( Read more... )

today was a fun/sad day . got to go to tampa but had to say goodbye to janice ]=
at least we all had lots of fun while she was here , come winter time we are stealing her again ;D

anyways here is my picture update . i have to warn though it is super picture heavy .
( pictures here )

so i kept editing my last entry to update what i actually did on my bday week but after a while i just failed pretty much .
so i guess i will start a new entry [the old one got too long Dx] . i guess i will start from like tuesday ? is that where i left off ? idk man xD my memory is so fail now Dx
man i'm so freaking tired though Dx swimming so late ( Read more... )

LOL lj just msged me a reminder of my own bday , how nice of them xD

this week is going to be better than i thought ;D
i am soooo freaking excited for once .
i just watched khalil fong's video for hong dou a million freaking times , he is the perfect man . like srsly it doesn't get better than him Dx perfect voice , nice face&body . so talented *___ ( Read more... )

today is so boring . doing laundry again&cleaning the house for janice's visit ;D ( Read more... )

ughh i'm still sore from the gym but hopefully going again tomorrow ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't know what to do , i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle .
&i refuse to believe that i'm the only one at fault .

you developed importance in my life because you were always kind at crucial moments .

i am so interested in religion but i'm scared if i study it i will lose my faith .
i don't want to be one of those intellectual types who only rely on facts , have no morals&don't believe anything that can't be explained by facts or science . life is too beautiful for that .
what to do what to do what to do ]=

Yesterday was more fun than I thought it would be , even though when we were eating we got rained out&moved the party to my house . We threw water balloons in the pool&played some shark game LOL Johnny hit me in my face had 6 times&I spent the rest of the time getting back at him&throwing balloons at him as hard as I could . We somehow ended up ( Read more... )