Long time no see!

[x3rocker31]

Wow i havent written in here for ages. Its not like i have anything really interesting to write about. looks like im not gonna be single for very long either. Omg i like marc sooo much!! camp is soo awesome. and my "transformation" (lol) is goin good too! wow i actually have nothin to say. first time for everything i guess.well c ya!
x3 mara x3

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[thanksiworkout]

ok...im such a man you have no idea...i sweat like one i eat and drink more than them and all i do is hang out with them...i have the same problem as you...ive been thinking...if i acted 14 and hung out w/14 and 15 year olds would i be more happy? but htey are all so immature so i dont....but then why am i still not happy? i hang out w/ppl w/the same maturity but yet no happiness...i wonder what i need to be happy and if it was someone or somehting but its not it has to come from you and not other ppl bc no matter how much i drink or smoke everyhting is still going to be there when i come down from it all...but its a getaway for awhile but it doesnt make me happy forever

you have to reach down deep and drag it out....and until you do you wont be happy

thats just my opion though

much love
<3Kelly

[x3rocker31]

omg u should be like a freekin philosopher or sumthin! lol. i understand wut ur saying but i dont kno y u sed it rele. im pretty happy the way i am. i mean i could be happier but then again everyone could be happier. sure i complain and i bitch about a lot of things but who doesnt. i change the way i am b.c i want to find anyway that i can to be just a little more happier. i want to find a way that wil egt rid of at least some of my insecurities. im not doing this for someone else. im doing this for me. and if it doesnt work, then i will go back to that way io wuz. i have everything under control. thanx for the thought. love ya always!!!
x3 Mara x3