Gah, im stuck the damnable house...for what? all I did was spit a massive luggie on the bus drivers inside windshield cause he's a prick....now....im stuck here for a DAMN MONTH!!! GAHHHHHHH im soooooo bored and alone, and NOW out of Brady and Ian (like he only people i can chill with out of school) I am single Hmp.....I know i shouldnt whine...but ( Read more... )

Blah.....I dunno really, i have like ALL intrest in shit, and I just wanna cause trouble...I get a feeling...like a rush when I do bad stuff....Being bad feels soooooo good, but a woman's touch would feel a whole lot better I tell you what...but alas woman see me as a brother or "girlfriend" and that makes me love life a huge fat fucking O...but I ( Read more... )

I wish I were cool, like im ok, but i want to wicked cool, you know?! A guy thats gonna be remeber years from now, i wanna be that guy! I gotta work on it, and i am...so....all i have o do is allow time to let me change. But yeah, i fucking love Cradle Of Filth, the goth chicks voice is soooo sweet and like an angel, and i love Rammstein, their ( Read more... )

I WAS in a good mood Friday, Shalia's wicked good looking girl, and she's moving back to Maine, and she thinks im wicked cute! Yes that's a big step for me, like amazing...but alas all good must come to an end. Saturday......i was made fun of/and other things almost the whole day, and I have been trying wicked hard to lose weight and fucking people ( Read more... )

In MY journal I shall not be abe to complain and vent out my problems. I guess their is "SOMEONE" out there tired of my complaints of women, for one they don't understand. Hmp, well I havent had a smoke in..Uhhhhhh.....two months maybe? I dunno, but guess what? I could SOOOOO use a black or a smoke right now, wow, it's like not breatheing! It's ( Read more... )

I love GTASA !!!!! Killing shit rules!!!! YES!!!!!! I love shit getting killed, plus I love crime syndicates....the Yakuza, Triad, Mafias, etc. Guns, sex slaves, drugs, and all that ooy gooy goodness!!! Yes, breaking the rules so that you get power is SUCH a good feeling! >.< Hitmen!!!!! I love it...LOVE IT!!!!!!!! Hmmmp but alas all my girns must ( Read more... )

This week had been THE worst week that I can remeber......a secret got out that I didnt want to did...and my social is now ruined....tainted.....broken......And this week had been LONG, HATED, and I have never felt so fucking alone in all my life. Women dont look at me, not one does...I am left to be alone....I dont even feel like talking about ( Read more... )

My vaca went by way too fast, and most of it I was lonely....so very lonely....why must I be so alone? Why must me being large turn EVERY single little chicky scared of me? Why? Its so dumb how our world is all "sooo hot and thin," even though most of the fucking time he/she will be a HUGE motherfucking loser and mean, while people wo arnt hot and ( Read more... )

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Fuck school, I am sooo tired of school! OH MY FUCKING HEAVENLY FATHER! I want a Colt 45 (the gun and the drink) ONE single bullet and place it up to my temple and pull the trigger, and my Black Blood shall spill upon he clean snow. And is shall be great, for the dormant tyrant will have been slain before he could rise the horrible powers that his ( Read more... )