peace out, east coast. it's been a long time since i could say that. i will be in st. louis until monday. i haven't seen lindsey yarnell since june!? good thing i'm alright at sustaining long-distance friendships with at least a couple of people ( Read more... )

this is my friend gus. he is cute and new.

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with a word, all i want is to be back in europe. or india. or new york. any place will do, so long as it allows me to briefly escape this mundane life. i was no happier in any of those places, but at least i was moving forward. here, tonight, and with such certainty, i am trapped. i feel it in my chest and in my arms. i want to sell the things i ( Read more... )

in retrospect, spending the night dancing around in our underwear seems even more ridiculous than it did at the time.

work tonight was just so nice.
sigh.

i was catching up on real world: brooklyn when this really exciting image came across the screen:


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sometimes i lock my cat in the bathroom and pretend i live alone.
and by sometimes i mean for the past five minutes.

the national sound so good in the wintertime.

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i feel like i am seventeen different people and none of my lives fit together very well so i always end up making sacrifices. probably everyone feels like this. i hate it. how can i ever become a self-actualized person if i don't begin to know who i am or what i want?

i need to get staggeringly drunk, make terrible decisions, scuff up my knees, text/call everyone i have ever met, and possibly puke all over the place.

i do believe it would help.