somebody i knew died this weekend. i remember she always was smiling and laughing. everytime i like laugh or smile i feel really guilty because i shouldn't be when somebody died. and i know that's weird, cause ppl die every second, but i just feel horrible that im having a good time while somebody else is torn apart by it ( Read more... )

yesterday was p e r f e c t
today, starting at 7am...topped this whole week in being bad.
just today.
i wanna go away.

today was fun. I like the library with fun people. I could stay there all day...and something is wrong con mi ojo ( Read more... )

Chilled with Zoë today, did science project, and bummed it out. I saw a retarded boy in his front yard wearing a football helmet and carried a tray of fruit and I laughed because I thought he was just being funny, then found out he was normal and felt really bad. Went to a “Touch of Romance” store and saw foot long dildos, vibrating nipple clampers ( Read more... )

smoked at south coast...
outta a coke can. hahahahaha.
we're hardcore.
security saw us. but we are sly.
the new world.
with pocahontas&&colin farrel.
sexyness.
i like being with adrian.
kinda shopped.
next time new shirts for "dri" hahahha.

did another test for byu.
need to study more.
way more.


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today was gay.
adrian's birthday was on tuesday.
i have three finals next week.
and i really need to pass english.
my mom told me i wasn't ready for college,
yet she is making me go far away.
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at adrians right now.
watching soap operas.
its fun.
hes godly <3333
actually..we're watching a spanish channel.
i want to watch emily rose with him,
but he's a hater.
and hostle.
and munich.
and highland hook.
and syriana.
thats all.
he is eighteen tomorrow. eek.
he's feckin legal!
my throat is dry.
k bye <3

( xmas break--only some )

today was perfect.
came home, cut adrians hair off.
chilled.
tristan and isolede.
traffic
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take me, take me as i am, or don't take me at all


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Fun weekend <3. Someone's starting to steal my life, and on the 17th it'll basically be gone forever. hahaha. it's good and bad. ehh. I'm failing some classes, and it blows. it feels like everything is good rightnow, but i have a feeling something bad is gonna happen. im kinda scared. I wanna be smarter. and I want an acura TSX ( Read more... )