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[x____froggy]

It's been three days. That's a record for me I think. Since Ethan's grounded, I haven't much felt like writing in here. Go figures. Life has been okay, far from great. I feel really lonely, cause uhh, no one calls me, and yeah, I just feel ALONE. And it's also the fact that I miss Ethan. I miss his voice, our conversations, I really really miss the

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[craziilahva]

awww i love you maya. I used to know what you were feeling and sometimes I still do, but me an Jon aren't talking *not sure why sorry don't have details lol* but I understand you. I love you. Feel better babe. =(

[____tinkerbelle]

Aw!!! *smiles* I love you too my dear. ♥. Your such a sweetheart!!! You know even though Ethan is grounded I think that he might attempt to sneak on the phone or online and call you. hmmm. I hope he does. *hugs*

[x____froggy]

He's been known to do that. But I don't want him to get into anymore trouble with his dad. He'll ground him all over again. But if he did happen to call me, I know I'd probably say I love you over and over.

Love ya. ;]

[____tinkerbelle]

Aw I love you too. I know you love Ethan dearly. I've been drowining myself in sugar, chocolate and soda. And I feel fat. but ya know whats okay because I have been doing the same thing and not gained a pound. I swear ... our lives are so simliar I think that we have that connection. hehe. ♥

[x____froggy]

We do have a connection. It's completly awsome and I love it. And you. :)

[ineedalifemore]

:-D I make Maya laugh!

[x____froggy]

AND SHE TIES MY SHOE TO CHAIRS. Spanish shall be fun this year.

[x____froggy]

No I completly know what you mean. :) There are times when I feel like I'm going to scare him away by saying I love you too much. But he always tells me that I could never ever scare him away, even if I tried. At first, when I had first told my family about him, my grandmother automatically said that he was going to break my heart cause he lives so far away. And it turned everything upside down, part of me knew he'd never cheat or hurt me, but then there were my insecurites. Damn insecurites. But that's all in the past. We're so in love and I love it. And it's killing me slowly that I can't talk to him for so long. But I write him letters everyday, and I tell him exactly how I feel.

Re: You are one brave girl

[x____froggy]

I have really supportive friends, who all help me through it. I don't listen to the people who are against the whole idea. You don't have to touch or kiss some one to love them. :( Now I miss him lots. But that's okay. I always want him on my mind. It makes all the shit around me go away.

[thspiritofmusic]

where you been
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