well a lot has happened over the past few days. my baby came into town tuesday night and stayed til thursday afternoon. we had a lot of fun together! he brought his puppy, bitsa, with him. awwr. i have a new son. heheh
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so.. the last few days i have felt like complete & utter shit (if you haven't noticed. & i doubt you have.)
i'm weak, i'm tired, i'm feeling like there's nothing left for me. i've always said i will die with dignity but as i lay in bed and ponder, i see it fading away.
i'm alone; & it hurts. i have no one but you to run to, & it hurts. this isn't how i wanted my life to be, & these supposed "best years" are nothing but a memory i hope to forget.
i know you're getting sick of me because even i'm getting sick of me; i'm getting sick of looking in the mirror and seeing my bitchass face in all it's disgrace.
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(if you haven't noticed. & i doubt you have.)
i'm weak, i'm tired, i'm feeling like there's nothing left for me. i've always said i will die with dignity but as i lay in bed and ponder, i see it fading away.
i'm alone; & it hurts. i have no one but you to run to, & it hurts. this isn't how i wanted my life to be, & these supposed "best years" are nothing but a memory i hope to forget.
i know you're getting sick of me because even i'm getting sick of me; i'm getting sick of looking in the mirror and seeing my bitchass face in all it's disgrace.
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