Comments | x___cocaine: 5 years from now?

x___cocaine

5 years from now?

Sep 21, 2005 23:25

you know what i was just sitting here thinkin listening to some mike jones, what the fuck am i gunna be doing five fucking years from now? 'it scares me not to know'.... everyone has there own thing going on dude, ill be all alone and shit.. everyone has boyfriends/girlfriends there own thing going on. Tj moved out into her dads house and shit cuz ( Read more... )

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atomiic September 22 2005, 04:22:01 UTC

thanks for what you said about me, jen. :) i feel the same.
and i can relate to a lot of what you wrote in this entry... i'm always worrying about my future, too... i worry about not being able to make it through college, i worry about never being able to get my license, i worry about not being able to have a good career, and being stuck living at home forever. it's stressful, and, a lot of the time, you just don't even know where to start, how you can make it all work. blah. i think you and i need to have a girl's night out or something. we need to hang out soon, i miss you!

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 04:32:12 UTC

its true though... it isnt about my career or anything im scared of everyone having there own life and forgetting about me ;/ i cant stop crying im so scared to be alone... and i cant stop listening to this song, becuz it just makes me think alot.. and how im not doing anything. And it just makes me so scared, and i can't stop crying because i dont know what to do. i basicly have no friends anymore, but u and and tj.......unless i go intown and then i know a couple people but they arent friends they are just some one to talk to, which im sure they feel the same way about me ;[

and yes. we should have a girls night out soon

atomiic September 22 2005, 06:24:51 UTC

yeah, but you won't be alone. i'll always be here for you, and more people care about you than you think. just try not to think about the future so much. you're doing what you can, and at least you're getting your g.e.d. in the first place, that's a lot more than i can say for a lot of other people.

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 20:00:51 UTC

yea ;/ atleast im gettin the ged it took me a while to get off my ass and do it, but im doing it.....

and fuckin... today i went in and took to more tests and passed them, and now i only have a essay to write and a science test to take and im finished which i should have done tomarrow ;]

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eastcoastreject September 22 2005, 04:22:05 UTC

I have no idea where I'll be in 5 years...

I understand where u r coming from, it can be depressing... *hugs*

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 04:32:33 UTC

*hugs*

yes , very depressing

dee_assassin September 22 2005, 04:40:31 UTC

You'll figure out what you want as time goes by. Not everyone knows what they want to do, and that's okay! :)

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 04:41:59 UTC

i know....
but it seems like im getting older and not doing shit.

dee_assassin September 22 2005, 04:59:58 UTC

Well maybe that's how it is, but no one can change it but you. At least you've acknowledged that you're not where you wanna be in life, and that's a step in the right direction. ;D

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 05:21:01 UTC

yeah after i get my ged i hope things turn around for me ;[

xxlilwonderxx September 22 2005, 15:11:56 UTC

Don't worry i feel exactly how you do..im 23,have no high school diploma or G.E.D and have no one but my mom to rely on.It scares me to death. At least you are motivated though.Im not lol. So don't worry you should have it all worked out in time.:hugs:

x___cocaine September 22 2005, 19:58:34 UTC

i almost have my GED i took 2 more more tests today and passed them so now i only have a essay and a science test and im done. thank god! but then i dont know what i want to go to college for import auto body, or criminal justice to be a drug lawyer.