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Updating to say that if your reading this you brought this up opon yourself, i refuse to blame myself...its not over trust me.

Today was the last day of my community service, thank god I am so worn out. Today school didn't drag on like I planned.

I still don't know if I should go to the dance. I'm no fun anyway so it will be better without me.

funny how your mood can change from something so simple.

I'm so worn out from it all... I just don't know what to do anymore...
I can't replace everyone who I have lost from my idiotic decisions.
whatever I guess.

Today ( Read more... )

hmm...

Ha Ha Ha..

uhh... I really dont feel like updating so here's a quesion to comment on...

If I had a illness that will kill me tomorrow, what would you tell me or ask me?

Hard to believe you didn't see this coming. It took my by surprise. I had the chance to be happy with someone, but she soon realized that I had changed. We may have had something great, but I fucked it all up with my poor choices. It seems like the best way out is suicide. I gave it thought, but thats a cheep way out ( Read more... )

Im so sad... Jackie will not be at the dance!!! I dont even think I should anymore...

Tell me what you think..