My life is spiraling downward
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either… ( Read more... )

Sick Fucking City, CD release tonightt.
im going.
and you should too.

Ramada Entertainment Center place.
8:00.

THE ALIBI is going to be there biatches. =].

im happy.
a bunch of friends going to be there.
so, it shall be grand =]

wouldn't it be nice if we could go out
in the morning when the day is young

I hate him.
I walked into co-op this evening.
around 10:45 ishh. Saw Ricky and Josh in there.
thought to myself. Good no Duke.

I walk in, this girl holding the door infront of me.
"HEYY" *me thinking* aww they're happy to see me.
but no.
they're good friends with this girl.
I think to myself.. Greaat im going to be ignored now.
Then I look up and theres ( Read more... )

So. Once again i saw Duke.
he was stoned out of his mind.
and he stared at me for a second
then i opened my arms out for a hug
and we hugged
we stood there for a few seconds then we let go
and then he walked up to kayla and just stared for a second and then walked inside.

he showed us his massive bong.
it was crazy

then i saw steele, and all them.
Steele and ( Read more... )

I saw Dan Today.
that was amazing.

and im sick.
so.. yeah.
i want to just die.

I can't sit here and smile as i listen to this song.
It makes me tear up.
I don't know why, i mean it reminds me of two people.
Duke and Beeko.

Argh, why put me through this torture.
I was walking home from work tonight
And i listened to this song the whole way home
by the time i got home i was in tears.

I think the worst part was i was remembering all ( Read more... )

So.
Tonight seems to be my, "Hang Out with Desiree Night" lol.
Every saturday we seem to hang out.. well.. almost.
Anyways. We're going to Mon Dragon tonightt. should be fun.
and then im crashing at her house haha.

tomorrow, i will hopefully get to see hmm.
i don't know what else to write.

Still Grounded.
Sucks.
Im supposed to be making my mom a cd.. but ( Read more... )

Sup Kids.
Well last night was fun.

first off, jared drove to my house with Graeme and Desiree
and then Desiree came inside quickly to empty her bag.
then we both went to Jareds van and we drove to blockbuster
and rented a...interesting movie.. 'waiting'
the first 20 minutes they said penis about 20 times..
haha. Jared's pick,

after we watched 20 minutes ( Read more... )

Vince Clairified that I am his Ho.
haha.
Im his number one ho. haha. and hes the pimp.
Gosh I heart him.
He introduced Ryder to me. : ]

Anyways
Today has been what you say..
Pointless?
Well, for starters, Désiree and me got a job together.
rad.
then I went to my bass lesson.
learned some cheap trick
rad.
then i went for a walk with Alexa.
CO-OP [had a strange ( Read more... )