yet again valentines has out done itself.. being the worst day of the fuckgin year... i am never ever going to celebrate it again and anyone who tries to celebrate it with me is going to get kicked in the pants... why i had such a horrible day... i do not want to reflex on it in my journal.. it is between me and other parties it involves.... ( Read more... )

The best line I have ever heard comes from mags "Ashley, you are the bringer of stupid!" which has no been explained to mean that i bring the stupid out of people... which is hillarious... and awesome... um.. i have added mroe shit the the jillass movie and it keeps on growing it is not at 1 hr and 40 mins which is awesome only 20 more mins to go ( Read more... )

Long time no update... ok today I spent majority of my day workign on jillass then watched "greece" and went to the country pub at school which was rather boring... then came home and had one of the most important ppl in my life walk out of me which is something they promised they woudl never do had them rip out my heart and show me how i have ( Read more... )

Something is seriously wrong with me... and I think I may kill someone due to it... my body has seriously forgotten the meaning of sleep.. I haven't been able to fall asleep until 5-7 for the last week and I have been waking up at 9-11 and am unable to fall back asleep... like seriously this is fucked... I enjoy sleep more than anything... dreams ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an interesting day... lyss, gab, jeff and I went to Garlics for dinner.. twas very high class but good none the less the dessert was fuckgin amazing omg it was fuckgin orgasmic i have never eaten dessert that good in my entire life... we then dropped gab back off at school and the three of us who were left went to the movies to go see ( Read more... )

alright... so today is wednesday.... and im going to tell u about ym last few days but im goign to go backwards from this morning until my friday night (the 13th).. and sadly im goign to say alot of things i know most of u dont want to hear being it is disgusting but im gign to anyway just so u understand how horrid my morning was.. and sadly for ( Read more... )

I have offically came to the realization that I am having an early life crisis... it's kind of liek a mid life crisis only not to big and strong and it happens early... cause mid life is about 40 yrs old so i presume im right on time since im turnign 20 and soon to no longer be a teenager... then i presume ill have a late stage crisis as well ( Read more... )

JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol sorry the tourettes just slipped out a bit... so... update or watever.... HOSTLE IS THE MOST FUCKED UP MOVEIE I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE HOOOOOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!! it was soo bad omg like went way past the grusom line.... it went over the line and off the cliff... over the line off the cliff in a hole straight to hell ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm god damn it some ppl r so annoying... my mother is offically psychotic.... liek honestly when you live alone for some time going back home is just overwhelming and insane... I seriously cannot live with that women... so... i think I am going to starting next september when me and jaq get a townhouse i'm moving out... never ever ( Read more... )

mmmmm so its a long time between enteries.... um new years was fun.... got pretty drunk... i tried to do a drunken handstand and broke my knee... well technically i didnt break it but its in serious pain... hmmmm i an awaiting my schedual for school so i can know if i am able to continue on next semester or not.. if i do then i will be leaving on ( Read more... )