so... i have definatly realized long distance relationships suck ass! i really did not want to be this attached... with this only pain may come from it... and i truely am hardcore attached... the only seeing on weekend i can deal with.. because he has work durign the week.. plus i have classes and all of my homework.. plus it gives us time for our ( Read more... )

man.. i am came to the conclusion that i have broken my toe.. for one.. i cant move it.. slash bend it... it feels like it is int 3 peices and it makes a grinding feeling slash crackign when i move it manually.. lmfao.. shiiiit... oh well its only my baby toe so it isnt that big of a deal... so... my doctor called me tellign me my throat swab ( Read more... )

mmmm... alright! my poetic mood is comgin to a climax and has forced me to write a poem.. lucky for u all it isnt depresing.. but it may be sickening... altho actually it may be a bti of both lol... just read... !

Beauteous Devotion
By Ashley Doucet
Love is a powerful thing; it stays with our soul for all time.

Once it had surfaced in us it stays in ( Read more... )

yes! this week is finally over! and i have the effign flu! i didnt go to much of my classes yesterday or today becuse of this god damn migrane and flu! i calle dmy mom last night to talk and such and see wat i can do with this illness eh said its probably stress. .and frankly i think she was right.. because as soon as i woke up today and saw the ( Read more... )

I have a sudden need to write in my journal... once again i've found myself in a rather poetic state of mind.. this one being from frustration... if only the ppl of the world truely understood wat it means to have tourettes... i wouldnt get such comments as i do.. oh no u dont have tourettes thats when ppl shout out swear words... and i find myself ( Read more... )

boo boo be do WA! alright... andother lovely and spectacular weekend.... so... this week lets recap... i went to my fitting on tuesday..and i get to wear a 1860s ball gown.. its amazing! i get to wear a real corset and hoop too.. its insane like no breathing... and i also get an escourt... YEA! andyone who want sto come see me model lol... feel ( Read more... )

bo bo be do... so... friday lyss and i got home.. and we planned on going to see saw 2 only it was sold out and i really didnt feel liek waitign for the next movie so we all went to my hosue and watched dead birds and drank yea! i polished off a 26er to my self i was so effing drunk holy shit... and so hung over on sat... lyss had to go hoem to ( Read more... )

oh buddy!!! so! i dont recall where i left off lmao shit.. oh yes.. so last saturday.. i went to the bar with the guys.. and it was fuckgin hillarious holy shit.. i got so fuckgin hammered i spend so much god damn money.. and the bar had jello shooters which fucked me over... it was awesome though.. oh my god... lmao.. i got to flag down a cab byt ( Read more... )

bah da bah bah bah I'm lovin it.... mmmm its been a while since ive had mcdonalds.. whcih is a god damn good thing... im goign on a diet so i can loose weigh... well more of a no more fast foods for me... ill loose so much weigh from that fuck college is brutal on ur arteries... but anyway... i have once again started reading my anne rice books... ( Read more... )

duh duh duhhhhh... its been a very long and eventful weekend.. all starting off with an amazing trip to toronto with my class for queen street shopping and 4 fashion shows.. the last one in which... I FUCKING MET BRAD PITT! YA THATS FUCKGIN RIGHT YOU ARE ALL JEALOUS!!!! ohh buddy.... stupid media being in his face at first b4 he kinda snapped... ( Read more... )