I feel emotionally unstable. The other night driving home from work I started crying for no REAL reason. Sure a bunch of little bad things happened but nothing worth crying over. I think I am just overwhelmed. College is right around the corner and stuff. I feel angry alot too when I am at home I feel angry because my parents do little things to ( Read more... )

I am pretty excited because I won another scholarship. This one is kinda small ($400) but it will cover the cost of books. (I hope so anyway) I refuse to pay more than $75 for a book that is my spending limit on each college book. I think I will be able to get them cheap from used book stores and/or ebay. So it should work out. The only thing I ( Read more... )

It made me so happy to sit at the kitchen table talking to you on my cellphone in my PJ's eating oodles and noodles. I wonder if we are in this for the right things or just lust. I enjoy your company. I can just be myself around you and I don't have to put up any kind of mask....you know me so well. You make me happy. I just wanted you to know that

I hate going to the doctor. They always make you get on the scale and then they say, "Oh, you are overweight blah blah FAT FAT FATASS" Okay well they don't say that excatly but they imply it. It makes me mad cuz they act like you don't know you are fat or something. Its like a blood test that just came back..."Your white blood cell count is normal ( Read more... )

You know I think I am a chicken. I run away from things just because I don't think I am good enough. I avoid things becuase I don't wanna be rejected or seem weird. I swear I want to change but I can't. Its like a fucking reflex embedded deep inside. Ugghh. Grow a spine Tiffany.

So I'm done with highschool...I feel kinda weird now that I am a freshman again. I am also feeling a little apprehensive about college. I have a feeling I am gonna be a loser there or something...that I won't fit in. Its a new chapter I guess. I started selling stuff that I don't use anymore on ebay and amazon.com. Trying to get some money to buy a ( Read more... )

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I definatly think I stole gas the other day. I feel really bad about it too. I really didn't mean to do it ethier. I just hit the button for premium and I put the pump in my tank and did the little lever that makes it keep pumping until it is full cuz I wanted to fill my tank up and so when it was full the total was like $29 so I hit the button for ( Read more... )

Brokeback Mountain made me cry. I never cry during movies. However, I definatly cried after seeing this one. Holy crap. Amazing movie. Jake Gyllenhaal is an amazing actor and very sexy.

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So I am hardly on the internet anymore. This is a big change for me since I am like a internet freak. But now I am working 2 jobs and going to school I hardly have time to sleep. I work at food lion as a cashier now and at Domino's pizza. I am definatly pimpin the forestdale plaza. I need money for car insurance and college. I have been driving my ( Read more... )