I hung out with Ryan earlier today. I surprised him. I felt like i needed to stop saying i would hang out, and then not being able to, so i just wanted to do it on my own. I went to his work, and he wasn't there, so his dad called him, and i went and met him at his house. His dog attacked me the whole time, but it's most likely because she smelt ( Read more... )

Im fucking sick of assholes. I dont regret taking the car without permission 45 minutes away to have fun with my brother. Im old enough. I know how to drive. I learned so much from my 13 year old brother on the way there. I learned he would love to move back to Louisiana, he hates it here. Noone is completely happy where they are in better words. I ( Read more... )

Im suppose to be hanging out with Ryan(xadefiantheart) today. It's so weird, because i've never met anybody from online, and he just so happens to live in the next town over from where my dad lives. I'm not nervous about meeting him at all, it's just the longer he takes, the more my nerves are like 'HVBEUGBHOIEJBHRB', and i have to be sneaky about ( Read more... )

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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

NOTE TO THOSE READING MY JOURNAL:

Do not feel the need to judge me. You most likely have no clue who i am, what i'm about, or how my life is. You are not in the position to sit here and act like you know me. If you want to know how things are, talk to me. Don't make an image in your head of me, and hold me up to it, when you haven't even made the ( Read more... )

I knew i would regret my post from last night. Well i dont regret it, i just look insanely immature, slutty, and stupid. To clear things up, yes i was having fun and my hormones were raging, and yes guys were flirting with me and occasionally grabbing me. I must clearly state that most of the grabbing occasions were totally just part of being ( Read more... )

Im about to go out again, but for the time being ( Read more... )

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It's Thanksgiving Break and I'm stressed to peices ( Read more... )