Like some one keeps pushing me uner water, and I keep screaming for it to stop, but they let me catch my breath for that one second and force me under the water again, I am choking and my lungs are filling up,

....drowning...

"let me go"

why am i still thinking about this?

it's like it hurts, because I kno some thing he should kno..
how can I have feeling for some one that hurt me so fucken much? Is it possible?

what do you expect of me?

you go through school, drifting..

thinking it will all come together, guess again baby cause I'am still drifting,.. watching the world pass me by.. awaiting my teacher to stamp me as i walk past

"FAILED"

.. Yea .. prettyy much sum's up every thing

this wont be long there is a thunder storm and I think I might go sit in the rain..

sounds' like fun doesn't it? Why don't you join me?

"Who am I then? Tell me that firstand then if I like being that person, I'll come up: if not, I'll stay down here till I'm somebody else."
(Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carrol)

does any one here watch australian idol? I know it's sad.. I'am addicted to the show but that Kelly the rock chick,, damn...

if i were a lesbian i would do her.. "hell Yes"

*wink

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currently talking to Lee on the phone, I dont know how any one can hold a conversation for so long, I find it really amazing, it's not a bad thing, I just don't know how we talk and talk and not get sick of each other. pretty surreal I think..

The act of suffocation, or the state of being suffocated; death caused by smothering or choking.