I have so many feelings and I am too guilty to even write them down here. 

Looking at my missed calls is a source of pure anxiety for me. Like I cannot function and get things accomplished that I need to. Doing things is so fucking overwhelming and I don't know why ( Read more... )

As if I didn't have enough confusing feelings to deal with, right before we left my dad told me he is dying ( Read more... )

I just want a magical place to live where I will not inconvenience anyone by staying or going.

Four years ago I told you  "I love Mitch Hedberg." in a completely innocent conversation. Your response was "I love you." for the very first time ( Read more... )

Lately I have been making life changes to address my issues ( Read more... )

Lots of random crazy updates, I'll save them for later.

Right now I'd just like to say that not only does it really suck to see your ex with someone else who is your friend, it sucks worse when you already had a crush on that person and can't help but notice how attracted you are to them.

blehhhfdsklj

Everything officially hit the fan today ( Read more... )

My appetite has been weird and I've been losing weight. This is strange to me because even in the midst of my rampant eating disorder my weight didn't change that much thanks to an incredibly slow metabolism ( Read more... )

I am very frustrated ( Read more... )