i went to the game today.justins in the band so i sat right beside them. but justin only talked to me like thrice in the whole game. i was being selfish. wanting him to just talk to me. but no he was playing. i mean i know hes busy and all..but when i watched him play i noticed something. he has something important in his life. band. i dont have ( Read more... )

justin made me something adorable. he took a guitar pc and shaped it in a heart. and put it in my note. he's so creative.
his parents are confusing though. they think im sending him sexual pictures, coz i had one with my toungue out..and yeah they were offended. wtf. eh w.e

i feel unsure about everything. why cant you talk to me anymore? i know you're busy, but sometimes i cant help but think that you lie to me. you never have time anymore.but i wont believe it.you're too...idk. perfect? everything about ::us:: is perfect. thats why sometime i question myself if you're lying to me or not ( Read more... )

i didnt expect this out of you. any of this. not that its a bad thing. i enjoyed it<3 really. for once in my life, i can do something and have no regrets ( Read more... )

to the friends who left me- i thank you for showing me nothing lasts forever ( Read more... )

today is two months for me and him ( Read more... )

everythings so weird. maybe im the problem with everyone. thats why im always stuck in something so dumb. this fight is not worth while ( Read more... )

best friends...? __fuck that.

extol07: i love you

making out in parks. making out in the rain. making out on cars...and saying i love u again.
its wonderful.

im thinking of getting a new lj.

retro dolly. not sure yet though. ^.^

-mel.