it's really too bad i missed your film. some of my friends were able to see it, though. i'm sure that she appreciated your having invited her to see it, and the effort that it took to do it sincerely.
she's extended her arm before, but i've always been to arrogant to appreciate it myself. sometimes, one chooses to ignore because its turn fucked-up to take notice
I saw the film on Thursday and even if I don't know you personally, I feel proud of you. It was a job well done. If I were to base it from your previous entries, I'd say the film is soo you.
I just wish there's a commodity that will end all your feelings of pain and being jaded just like in the film. And if it were just a commodity that can be purchased in any local store, I wish you'd have it soon. There's just soo much ahead for you Zig, and although what you're going through will make you a better person in the end, i hope you finally go back to living. Someone who loves as you do, deserve that much.
I'd say the film is soo you.satanismymasterJuly 15 2004, 03:44:06 UTC
tunay!
at anlaki ng pinagkaiba ng pagkakaintindi ko sa update mo na ito kumpara sa mga dati. hindi dahil sa pagkakasulat, o sa pagkakabasa ko, pero dahil nandun nga ako nun, tapos syempre eto ka, binubulatlat yung laman ng puso mo sa amin, na ngayong nabasa ko to e nagkakaron ng iba pang kahulugan yung mga ngiti at ngiwi at halakhak-na-hindi-pala. sa sunod na magkita tayo bigyan kita ng mixcd. hehe.
Re: I'd say the film is soo you.x_boyfriendJuly 16 2004, 02:13:56 UTC
ang lupit mo magsulat sa tagalog, owel. puta, inggit ako. walang biro. inggit talaga ako.
i know people say, behind my back, that I'm faking all this nonesense. That I smile too damn much in person to give merit to anything I've said, anything I've done. Pero maiwanan sana sila ng mahal nila sa buhay...
But the smiles were genuine owel. Putcha -- seeing all of you guys -- pretty damn genuine.
i can't thank you enough for watching... the guys and I have gone through so much putting that film together, i now owe my soul to the crew.
but as for loving as much as I do. I'd like to think that there are countless others who love much more than me, in more profound ways than me. for if I had loved her in the way that could've meant anything at all, she would never have left.
But I am cruel, and I am heartless, and for the most part - I am frightened.
being cruel and heartless is one of those misunderstood defenses when you're frightened noh? wala lang. i'm usually meaner when i'm scared that i'm going to lose a person, that i sometimes end up pushing them away instead. bad habit, i suppose.
*hugs* i hope i'll be home in time for your next flick! :)
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I just wish there's a commodity that will end all your feelings of pain and being jaded just like in the film. And if it were just a commodity that can be purchased in any local store, I wish you'd have it soon. There's just soo much ahead for you Zig, and although what you're going through will make you a better person in the end, i hope you finally go back to living. Someone who loves as you do, deserve that much.
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at anlaki ng pinagkaiba ng pagkakaintindi ko sa update mo na ito kumpara sa mga dati. hindi dahil sa pagkakasulat, o sa pagkakabasa ko, pero dahil nandun nga ako nun, tapos syempre eto ka, binubulatlat yung laman ng puso mo sa amin, na ngayong nabasa ko to e nagkakaron ng iba pang kahulugan yung mga ngiti at ngiwi at halakhak-na-hindi-pala. sa sunod na magkita tayo bigyan kita ng mixcd. hehe.
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i know people say, behind my back, that I'm faking all this nonesense. That I smile too damn much in person to give merit to anything I've said, anything I've done. Pero maiwanan sana sila ng mahal nila sa buhay...
But the smiles were genuine owel. Putcha -- seeing all of you guys -- pretty damn genuine.
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but as for loving as much as I do. I'd like to think that there are countless others who love much more than me, in more profound ways than me. for if I had loved her in the way that could've meant anything at all, she would never have left.
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But I am cruel, and I am heartless, and for the most part - I am frightened.
being cruel and heartless is one of those misunderstood defenses when you're frightened noh? wala lang. i'm usually meaner when i'm scared that i'm going to lose a person, that i sometimes end up pushing them away instead. bad habit, i suppose.
*hugs* i hope i'll be home in time for your next flick! :)
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