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x_boyfriend

Episode X: Smoking

Aug 08, 2004 03:42

I began smoking a week after she left ( Read more... )

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xxgirlfriend August 9 2004, 03:22:58 UTC

Oh my gosh.. I'm so sorry.. I feel so sad narin tuloy.. I can't relate cause I for one ABHOR smoking.. I hope things will work out sooner or later dearie.

nomansmuse August 9 2004, 06:52:05 UTC

'Tis possible to move on if you only accept the fact that she's gone, that you can't have her, that you never will.
'Tis possible if you learn to deal with this fact, like a man, and not have to let objects, such as cigarettes, do it for you.

x_boyfriend August 9 2004, 16:51:42 UTC

your advice is brutal but true. sadly so.

nomansmuse August 10 2004, 08:19:32 UTC

Shortcuts never work when it comes to these things.

bullfunkee August 9 2004, 17:23:11 UTC

I smoke because I cannot love. I cannot love. I cannot love.
you can love and you know it. the thought of her stops you from doing so.

as always, i love the otters. :)

x_boyfriend August 9 2004, 17:29:48 UTC

you can love and you know it. the thought of her stops you from doing so.

i know. i know. it's driving me fucking crazy. friends have been telling me the same thing. like i've locked the gate and thrown away the key. i always thought i was at least relatively interesting and intelligent, and not too much on the unattractive side. and used to think i was funny.

then she left. and well, that kinda changes things.

bullfunkee August 9 2004, 21:18:03 UTC

you lost yourself in and with her. i bet you're still as interesting, intelligent, funny and good looking now just like you were before. maybe even more. go haul ass and realize you're somewhat still the same with or without her. :)

there's always a spare key to every lock. you can and will love again. :)

x_boyfriend August 11 2004, 09:05:15 UTC

go haul ass...

something to do for the weekend. ha ;).

theminordetail August 9 2004, 20:17:10 UTC

i am very giggly right now and find it hard to adapt the kind of seriousness i would need to appreciate this entry so i shall memory box it first and reserve it for later.

in any case, just wanna say hi :) hehe.

not sure if this would enlighten you anonymous August 10 2004, 09:27:13 UTC

hi zig =) just saw you once recently, at kostka, seemed like you were thinking about "things" or that you were bothered. as for love... i have my own story to tell but i'll spare it til next time we get to bond with the core ( ... )

Re: not sure if this would enlighten you x_boyfriend August 11 2004, 09:07:31 UTC

well, i was never one to believe in the bible... but i take to mind what you've said.

Love never fails.

and now, i'm curious what your part of the story is ;).

Re: not sure if this would enlighten you acorntwo August 12 2004, 02:00:57 UTC

Oh, since we're doing quotes... :) Someone left this as a comment on my blog and although I'm not very 'biblical' myself, this is, as often called, more 'divinely inspired.' Just passing it on to you coz..somehow, it helped me ( ... )