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i dont know what to say, i never have. i know what ive always felt, but i try so hard to hide it. i can't say that when i first saw you as a child that i was in love with you, but i can say that the first time i saw you my heart knotted. i never understood why either, it was the first time it ever happened to me with any person i met for the first ( Read more... )

feeling a bit lost ( Read more... )

so im kinda sorta back online, i guess i have to get a different networking cable which is crap but whatever....neways i have to head to work n'stuff, ill ttyl all sometime later

~Chris~

my megido, my apocolypse, my armageddon, my end ( Read more... )

today i severed the final nerve that i tried so deeply to hold together. i cracked, i flipped out, i basically told my mom exactly what i thought of her, how she treats me/us, how her priorities are completely fucked, how all she thinks about is how to fuck her son out of his life, that she was opressive, omfg, i think id better not place the ( Read more... )

i have not followed in your footsteps faithfully. i am not a wonderful person that shines with radiant light. i am not a sinner, but i am distant from you at heart. i feel at times you have forsaken me, to live a life of respite and despair. yet i fight with a striking zeal to not have that life. i feel cold and empty almost all of the time. i wish ( Read more... )

last night was really cool, the movie was really different...but i really liked it still..

never laughed so hard in my life while justin was telling all of his stories about his childhood...i mean i feel sorry for him it just sounded so damn funny ^_^

i dunno what else to really say, i hope everybody else had a great night

i think i may be making a bad decision with trying to persue her ( Read more... )

Ok, most of this is true to me, but not all of it...then again i don't know. crap!!! im so confused...neways i took the quiz twice and this is what i got the first time, the second was the phoenix, and all i did was change the first answer because i was torn between two of them, so i used both to see what id get.......honestly, which one do you ( Read more... )