hmm....

[x_colie15_x]

so i'm finding out that sometimes being someone's friend just completely sucks. especially when you know that you want to be more than "just friends" with that person and that you're totally in love with them no matter how much pain they've caused you and you know that quite possibly in their eyes you'll never be more than "just a friend" ever

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[ray_pai]

MERRY CHRISTMAS -N- A SPLENDID NEW YEAR

..I LOVE UU, NICOLE -

[x_colie15_x]

The same to you sweetie... Have a Merry Christmas and a Magnificent New Year!

I Love You, Rashell!

[jenni04]

Hang in there. I hope that you do have a Merry Christmas, and look for a brighter New Year.

[x_colie15_x]

Thanks. I hope that you also have a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year.

Merry Christmas

[anonymous]

Nicole,

Gah, I swear I think we go through the exact same stuff sometimes. I know exactly what it's like to want someone as more than a friend but, hang in there cause god won't give you more than you can handle. and today I was driving down the road going to my grandma's house for Christmas and all of a sudden it hit me that my granny wasn't there anymore, she died this july. and it's weird not having someone around especially at the holidays cause you just assume they'll always be there. And i wish i could go back and spend more time with her too but, I can't so you just have to be thankful for the time you've had with that person. Well hope you have a good christmas and don't forget that i'm here for you whenever you need me...
love ya,
April

Re: Merry Christmas

[x_colie15_x]

Wow, April we really do seem to have a lot in common. I often think back to how things used to be when Dave and I were more than just friends and as much as I know I shouldn't do that and try to relive the past, I can't stop myself sometimes. I just miss the way it was with us. Call me crazy, but I still believe that he's the one for me; I felt it from the very beginning and I feel it just as strongly now. I also think about how like you said, God won't put on me more than I can handle and I know that's true, but it's still hard, ya know. The holidays really do make everyone who's lost someone think about them and wish they were here with us today, but we have our memories and even though it's difficult, we'll get through the sad times when we miss them. I hope you had an awesome Christmas. & thanks so much for everything. If you ever need to talk to someone, then I'll be here for you!
Love you,
Nicole

[reginahilton1]

hang in there..remember out stupid times, they are sure to crack ya up! and dont worry, *everything happens for a reason*, and always thank god for *unanswered prayers*

take care and love you, regina

[x_colie15_x]

that's so true regina--everything does happen for a reason & unanswered prayers are just another one of God's wonderful blessings that i'm so thankful for!

i love you!