on wednesday i juss cleaned house and talked on the phone. on thursday emily came over!!!! we juss hung out made quesadillas and kristy and hunter came over and then stacey came over and my mom was there and it was like fun/funny. then my mom and me and stacey picked up gloria from the park and then we went to the $3 dolla theatresbut we didnt see ( Read more... )

im at my gwyns house with kristy and hunter. so me and my mom are still fighting... which really makes me sad/mad. on sunday after church i went to gwyns sister in laws house and there was this girl i use to play with when i was younger and she knew my first like boyfriend this year.  and now she likes him i think its funny.  yesterday was chill ( Read more... )

life sucks... my mom beat the shit out of me and im still recovering, and she hates me and is a bitch. umm im grounded and my mom wouldnt let me go to disneyland. i am fucked up and going crazy. i havent talked to anyone friends and wont except gloria. i have changed and i juss want to fucking bite someone and make out with them but bite them too ( Read more... )

san lois obisbo was fun. we went to the fair and we saw clay walker play pretty cute and an ok singer. i got to play with jessica the baby girl thats 2 and shes so smart and funny. then yesterday i went to the beach with hunter, kristy, heather, shane, and my mom and we hung out with like these little boys from adams.  becuz they kept talking to us ( Read more... )

so this week has been so funnn. not really fun maybe just made me happy.  on wednesday me and gloria and my mom went swimming at a hotel. on thursday gloria came over to make a cd...then gwyn picked me up. we went to seal beach to see "the family". (the family that adopted me) so we went swimming in i guess aunt sherrys house and all the family was ( Read more... )

today i chilled all day then i went to church and we ordered chinese food and pizza. it was good and i chatted with sum of the homies i havent seen in awhile.

im realizing that not only everyone is changing but i am too. i mean change can hurt but its made for the better. i juss want to show my love and affection for the ones i care for (as gay and ( Read more... )

i went to pizza hut then i went to the beach. gloria, joe, and casey were there then rhett came it was fun the ash, coco, and frank came then blake and derek came and we all chilled. JOE MONSTERCOCK and RHETT MONSTERBALLS left then we soon left. frank gave me and case a ride to cases we juss chilled then my brother and brian picked me up and now im ( Read more... )

when i saw you over there i felt i was invisible and i wish i never was because as your telling me you love me your with another girl...~*fuck love*~

today i went to church, i like that place. church is fun, comfortable, and teaches you. well maybe not teaches but reminds you. then i went and my aunt gwyn saved me once again. she came over and took ( Read more... )

today was kinda really fun. me and gloria went to get coffee and there was this guy playing the keyboard and it was cool. then we went to blockbuster and saw glorias boyfriend.... i mean the weird guy that works there lol. then we watched the perfect score and dirty dancing havanna nights. then we recorded ourselves with my video camera and juss ( Read more... )