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Jul 03, 2006 18:03

so for the most part- i'm sure you guys heard about my weekend. someone slipped me X and i overdosed. i spent staurday and sunday in the hospital. bo, ian, and my rucca were there for me the whole time-- ian and rucca were the ones who saved my life. bo stayed with me and and was there when i woke up... i just love them all so much- i wish they ( Read more... )

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tendil July 4 2006, 01:54:13 UTC
well hey, if things are as bad as they seem, the bright side is, they can only get better. For me, life does have these strange ways of making things work out, maybe not in the best way, but in a way that allows things to go on without worrying too much. I hope you feel better and I hope all this drama ends before too long.

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tendil July 4 2006, 17:47:26 UTC
i know how you feel, im uber needy for my girl and im really scared it pushes her away, like at all time i want to touch her and have her close to me and shes not that way, and sometimes it drives me fucking crazy. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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thesharpglance July 4 2006, 17:47:49 UTC
that was me

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x_dig_me_x July 5 2006, 23:03:55 UTC
evan! you were at my house last night and i got sick... and bo was a recluse with me... im sorry :(

girls are like that sometimes- normally im that way... but with bo it's different. im sure she loves you buthave you told her you need affection?

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brown_sxe July 4 2006, 18:57:22 UTC
baby, you are stuck with me. I tell you this time and time again. Anyway, you give me the perfect amount of affection, and this I have told you as well. You have me and I am not leaving you for a long long while. Alright? And, I am going to try to help you out with all of that other stuff as much as I can.

adore,

Bo

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x_dig_me_x July 5 2006, 23:09:57 UTC
you with your puncutation and capitalization.... what a loser. :oP <3

i need all the help i can get in everyway.

i guess what i mean is- i feel like i demand too much attention from you and that i feel like maybe i take too much of your time away from others that care about you. i dont wnat you to lose them cause of me but at the sametime i'd feel upset if you didnt at least ask me to tag along.... i hate the fact that i know i would do that. i just want to see you as much as i can especially considering how i am lately. with my panic attacks and my constant need to talk to you or see you. i feel like im driving you away with my clinginess or neediness. or maybe that im worried that im crazy and the fact that my craziness is all rushing back with full force is going to scare you away or be too much. i know you said danielle was crazy but so am i- and i dont want to lose you because its too much for you to deal with...that and my constant need for you and your attention.

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crabbysweetie July 5 2006, 17:57:40 UTC
so for the most part- i'm sure you guys heard about my weekend. someone slipped me X and i overdosed. i spent staurday and sunday in the hospital. bo, ian, and my rucca were there for me the whole time-- ian and rucca were the ones who saved my life. bo stayed with me and and was there when i woke up... i just love them all so much- i wish they would all get along.

Damn that sucks, I'm glad you're okay. And great pics, btw!

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x_dig_me_x July 5 2006, 23:02:53 UTC
it was scary.. and i cant stop with panic and anxiety from it.

how are you and madelyn?

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crabbysweetie July 9 2006, 20:36:08 UTC
Eh. We're doing shitty. Read my recent posts and you will understand why.

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