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Aug 15, 2006 13:02

this anxeity really has taken a hold of me the last few weeks, making a lot of things impossible. like- relaxing. i can't ignore it cause the thoughts then attack my stomach and chest if i try to push things away from my head. i'd like to be able to not think about things repeatedly over and over in my head every few minutes. i wish i didnt make to ( Read more... )

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inharmonic August 14 2006, 19:59:00 UTC
oh now come on, you know i didn't mean it that harshly. sometimes i see you two lasting, and sometimes i don't. the only reason i say that is just because of how upset you two get over each others past. you get upset about jade, which i would too because it's definitely a girl thing, and bo gets upset about all of your past, and you two dwell on it and let it build up to where it explodes, then you cry and have a bad night, he sulks at home, and then you two are okay the next day and it repeats next week. it's cute in a way, but i just worry about you two emotionally. i care about you and bo more than most people in my life, and you know that, but you're both already having your own emotional crashes from parts of your life, i just hate seeing you guys being so sad all the time. i WANT you two to last, and that's not even an issue, there's no doubt you two are each other's "one" that you will always remember and be attached to for the rest of your life, but i think the timing is bad right now, which in turn makes the relationship ( ... )

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x_dig_me_x August 14 2006, 20:08:46 UTC
lol... awww that was a fantastic night.

i didnt mean for it to sound so harsh though. and FTR- i didnt even really admit that she botehred to myself til the other night. it doenst really bother me so much- but somedays id see her at the host stand and id want to smash her face into the phone.

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inharmonic August 14 2006, 20:10:21 UTC
haaaaaaah this makes me even more excited for wed. night

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frail_heart August 16 2006, 14:19:21 UTC
On the subject of Bo: trust me ou have got no worries. That boy is so much in love with you it's awesome. It has been so long since I've seen him happy that seeing him that happy is great for a change. I have a feeling that you two will last a very long time. I don't know rucca and I'm not around enough to see much of this fighting but couples fight. If they say they don't they are liars and their new names should be Mr. and Mrs. LIAR.

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inharmonic August 18 2006, 19:44:47 UTC
STEVEN..i'm rucca! hahah ♥

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frail_heart August 18 2006, 21:44:20 UTC
Why are you called Rucca? Well I still will love you forver since you are my violin virturoso (sp?) Hope you love college once you get up there. I sad I never got to see you.

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inharmonic August 19 2006, 18:32:37 UTC
it's kristen's and i's name for each other. insider thing i guess. she's my rucca and i'm her rucca.

anyway you better still love me forever

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