Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality (I decay). All of this hatred is fucking real....

[x_dizzy_x]

I just can't take life sometimes....

Just when you think everything is finally how you want it to be, just when you think your fucking happy, things just fucking turn around and slap you in the fucking face....

Leaving you with nothing but the realization that you have accomplished ABSOLUTLY FUCKING NOTHING...........

"It won't be alright,

Comments

[sinsimalla]

wat happend?

[x_dizzy_x]

it's not just what happened, but what's happening.
and it's too much to talk about it here.

i'm just really hating things now..... a lot of things....

[anonymous]

if this is what i think it's about...then you should rethink some things. i heard about wat happened, and i really hate it that you guys are like this rite now. :(

hope things get better for ya, derek.

xx charlie

[x_dizzy_x]

it's about a lot of things....
not just about what you 'heard'.....

"I'm just caught in a loop... a slow torturous death..."

[pookercake]

gah.... i feel ya my hxc dancing brother.

[x_dizzy_x]

amen to dat my hXc dancin' sista.

[jenovaz]

word bro, read my xanga entries lol [=

[anonymous]

hi...so i like how once all my school work is done and handed in, and SATs are over...im gonna call you/talk to u online and we'll talk about all this stuff that's goin on. because yeah...im charlie...and thats just kinda wat i do...because i dont like it when my friends are all retarded and stuff. it makes me sad :(
xx charlie