haha i honestly should have seen this coming a long long long long time ago ): like, an entire year ago. oh wells i brought this upon myself, but honestly dint foresee how difficult it would be. someday i'll laugh about this. but its kinda sucky while you're at it ( Read more... )

This song was quite a jewel in Step Up 3 amidst all the noisy hiphop songs! It's by Jessie Cornish, a youtube-to-record-label singer.  Got stuck in my head after that ( Read more... )

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 do two wrongs ever make a right? what if i told you i totally understand cuz im going through the same thing too? does that diminish my ability to sympathize ): 
dear god, i really need your guidance more than anything. i'm seriously too proud, too selfish and too weak to do this on my own. 

i used to tell my friends to just shoot me if i ever laid eyes on designer handbags and thought about owning one. i wont pay anything more than $100 (which is already a bomb) for a bag since i wont put anything valuing over a hundred bucks in there anyway. but after my third bag died yesterday from overloading people started telling me perhaps a ( Read more... )

 I remember hearing this song for the first time in sec 3. Just randomly got reminded of it, and I still love how the lyrics are so real ( Read more... )

 i'm so tired and discouraged. perhaps its from staring at tons of text about periods and prolapses the entire day, or perhaps its from trying not to think about what seems to be happening. i just need to last until this saturday which currently seems like will never come -_ - the joy of the lord is my strength! i can do this somehow. thanksgiving ( Read more... )

please please please dont start this cycle again. its like both a joy and a torture haha >< 

 was just pondering about what the verse meant today. in the past i always used to skim past the four words, okay god's salvation has something to do with grace and faith and blah blah ( Read more... )

 been reading books about the bible recently. it unearthed quite a few questions that i realized i should have tried answering long long ago. i always thought of the bible as a book of instructions from god as to how we should live so that he wouldnt get angry and strike us down with lightning bolts from heaven, but now i guess i should read not ( Read more... )