If someone could maybe just erase February 14 from the calendar this year, I'd really appreciate it.

I swear to god, one of these days I'm just going to start a vow of silence.

I am so fucking sick of this shit.

It strange how you can experience something so strong, and so impacting, yet three minutes later, everything just goes back to how it was before.

It kind of sucks if you think about it.

I really hope I make good decisions in my future.

I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually happy or not.

I lie about it all the time, but honestly, i'm getting really tired of being alone.

Christmas was excellent.
I got a laptop =)
I always forget how much I miss my brothers until they come home, they're really great people.

Oh yeah, and i'm scared out of my mind for friday.

(but really excited too!)

for someone so involved with church and being a perfect citizen or whatever
you can be a total fucking asshole

I don't know how you can expect me to be nice to you when you treat her like shit 

There's no way i'm 18.
That's frightening.

im just so sick of this

p.s. jealousy is a big ole' bitch, lemme tell ya