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update today because:
a) its dave [h]'s sixteenth birthday =) very happy birthday to you. <3
b) theres no school tomorrow
c) my speakers are working, and thats something to celebrate.
d) i wonder if i can make myself move on? i feel as though its hopeless..and like a clingy idiot.
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got this from laur =)

well, ill wait till you listen
i wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
youre silent but strong (im playing that card)
and youre noticing nothing again

now im lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most i could do was to just blame myself

(im playing that card)
when the most i could do was to just blame myself
and i know you know everything
i know you didnt mean it
i know you didnt mean it

i know you know everything (drop everything)
i know you didnt mean it (start it all over)
i know you didnt mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)

so we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but better is no excuse for tonight
you see its never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but its never good enough to feel right

now im lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

well i know you know everything
i know you didnt mean it
i know you didnt mean it

i know you know everything (drop everything)
i know you didnt mean it (start it all over)
i know you didnt meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)

drop everything- start it all over
remember more then youd like to forget

would you like to forget
would you like to forget
drop everything start it all over
well drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget)
drop everything start it all over
start it all..

***e) because kim and kristin made gymnastics =)