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[x_ed0ut]

hmm, yeah. im thinking of making a new livejournal. nobody seems to get what the name of this one means. i guess it makes sense to me. its not me trying to be 'edge' or anything. i know im not. but i just realized that thats kind of what it seems like because of the X. its just not what it means. its something for me, personally. and i kind of just

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[turn_to_ashes_7]

if you wanted it to be a straight edge name it would have been
X_edout_X, people have to be idiots to not get what it means.

[beyond_empyrean]

Yeah we understand completely. 'X-ed out' is your feeling of being neglected in your social situations/groups. Personally I not the type to stand for such a restricting name. The way i see it is, if you keep on thinking that way, its only going to put you into a worse situation. Yeah, sometimes thats the only thing that feels right, but trust me it leads nowhere, but more of it. The attention you feel you aren't recieving makes you feel like less a person than you are. A little advice though, just be who you are, and you'll find people with mutual feelings. No doubt there are people you've already met that meet this, but i'm just saying, i got confused last year, and i figured i'd spare you the agony of trying to be in the group instead of the group conforming to you.