Help, I have done it again ( Read more... )

i've come to expect instability?
disregarding downfalls. problems.
a big problem.
i don't think.

[i cannot handle stability.
for i've never known it.]

[normal?]

i will survive?
i will decide.

i, i, i.

enough.

just do not care about myself.
anymore than sundays.
another bridge to the unknown.

i've got soul.
but i'm not a solider.

thinking is getting to me.
burned hands.
charrrrred brain.

i cannot remember.
i will not remember.

change.
seemingly inevitable?

im dying for you.

"We flew and strolled as two eliminated gently
Why don't you close your eyes and reinvent me"

loose grip of top soil.
never really wanted anything...

[permanence]

so permeate me.
fill my pores.

[body electric]

relay futures upon static.
tell us twisted tales over lines.

"Hello?"
"Hi."

will you answer?

[scream]

please.
faith within indiscretion.

[smile]

only your inability to...

[communicate]

riding out waves.

[trashed]

Will ( Read more... )

the fancy cars.
the women and the caviar.

24 hours.

panties dropping.
santa klaus.

[jealous]

you make so much sense.
when im gone.

i hurt myself today.
to see if i still feel.
i focus on the pain.
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole.
the old familiar sting.
try to kill it all away.
but i remember everything.
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what have i become?
my sweetest friend ( Read more... )

blue skies chase me.
tonight was niiiiiiiiice.
against me! was rad.
i had a lot of funnnnnnn.
thankssomuch ash.
ps. i hate detroit nuckers.
and i am gulible apparently.

tittttie bar failed again.

damnit.

chillout out.
watched the helikopters.
crashing into my branches.

i missssssss you fool.

a cigarette and tea is all i had to eat.
the bone machine is all i heard for weeeeeeeeks.

oh my. gone to one class this week.
he is almost dead.
my mom is gone.
my brother went with her.
they are with him.
i have a few phone calls to make.
sorry if i have not returned yours yet.

c h a o t i c.

i have not the faintest clue where rachael is?
my dad wont be home until i am gone.

disregard this.