yeah okay so i know i never explained about the whole crazy night and weird entry...SO SUE ME!!! but anyways yeah, i'm really fuckin bored, i need to do something but i can't find anything to do, maybe i'll rearrange my underwear drawer, or teach myself how to tap dance, or maybe even blurt out random disturbing words...yeah...foreskin..secretion.. ( Read more... )

i had the strangest, but the koolest night in a long time, i'm really tired right now but i will write all about it tomorrow k guys and girls, write to ya then, peace...p.s. it will most likely be written in kimmy journal to since she was there when it happened, it will explain the title to my entry too, k bye

yeah so my aunts house is in ware i'm actually like a two minute ride down the road from where i was living (of course only you's peoples that had been to my old place could only know this...duh!) so directions to it will not be difficult, everything seems like it's going to go up hill from here, but i am going to take the advice from a really ( Read more... )

i'm officially not homeless anymore, i'm staying with my aunt now, it's really cool how great she's being to me, and she's going to help me to get my car on the road which is double the awesomeness...oh yeah so everyone knows my phone is back on too, so u's all can give me a call if ya wanna but i's gots ta get goin so i'll get back to yall lata, ( Read more... )

i went and checked out an apartment today and it's lookin really good, i hope i get it cause i'll be close to my nephews and i can see them more often, plus i'll get away from my crazy roommates, there fucking psycho...anyways wanted to let u all know the good news...i'll find out if i have the apartment in the next two days so i'll let u all know ( Read more... )

i feel like i only have myself, the few friends i have left never really hang out with me anymore...plus i miss being in a relationship, i don't like not having someone to love and hold, i feel so lonely, it sucks...i just wish things would be better, that my friends would actually call me to hang out more than once a week, or actually just call me ( Read more... )

holy shit is it fucking cold in this house right now...i'm freezing my balls off, i need heat, i need to be warmed up...any takers, i need body heat to warm me up, lol...well it was worth a try at least, i guess...well i'll write again later, peace peoples

mania...a personality trait that i adhere to...i want love, i want to be in love, but am scared to fall in love again cause of fear of being heart broken again...words can't change this, only actions, but the actions have made me feel secure...but why do i still tremble, constantly thinking the worst when everything seems to be going right...mania ( Read more... )

i'm bored...really bored...really really bored. someone call me or something to hang out god dammit, i'm constantly sitting around this house doing nothing, i need to get the fuck out of this house like now. arg, well anyways just wanted to let u guys know what i'm thinking k later