fuck everything i ever wrote.

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i just read all my posts from last summer. and i was literally just like...wow. i mean that whole summer was so draining for me i can't believe i actually made it ( Read more... )

I never update here anymore. Everything has gotten so complicated. Dec. 19 was six months since Kayla died. Half a year. I still don't believe it. It's especially hard in school I miss her running down the halls smiling and talking to people, at lunch, on the bus, at LOVE park, everything. And her old locker is right across from mine this year. I ( Read more... )

had a good christmas. got a new camera, an ipod, the hellogoodbye cd, panic! at the disco cd, first white stripes album, makeup, etc.


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sooo christmas partty was fantastic fun i got team america on dvd from andrew, donnie darko on dvd from katie, a wawa gift card from matt, south park doll & keychain from garrett, hip hop cartman doll from gia, and an umbrella and new cnavas from mole. i looove my gifts and i am fairly sure i am getting a new digital camera tomorrow for christmas ( Read more... )

sooo today is my christmas party and i'm excited!! gia, katie, matt, andrew, garrett, ash, and mole are coming. time to dance. i got gia an alkaline trio poster and some from first to last thing even though i hate them, got katie a cartman doll, got matt moulin rouge on dvd, got andrew the metrosexual stan doll, got garrett a fall out boy poster ( ( Read more... )

hellogoodbye concert tomorrow. EEK! i'm soo fucking excited.

omg i have a snow day today YES!!!!

Bored. Been really sad lately and whatnot. 2005 isn't over yet but oh well I'm doing this.

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