I have no one. Bob left for California this morning and I've never felt so alone an abandoned. But the good news is I'll be out there in about 2 months. So I have that to look forward to.

I love Bobby Cocozza and I'm moving to California to live in the forest with him. I've never been happier.

Things are really good, and kind of bad ( Read more... )

Since no one reads this I'm going to vent here ( Read more... )

Cole and I got back together. After 2 years since the last time we broke up.
It's kind of crazy.

I miss the life I used to love.

Sometimes I wish I could live in the forrest with the dirt and the trees, so maybe then I could feel free, free from this and free from myself, and I'd bring the art that sit's on my self; I'd let me be a part of nature with me because that's really all we're supposed to be; not bussiness men or politicians or the markets that sell groceries, we're ( Read more... )

I'm depressed.
I just want to be happy again.

I fucking hate when this happens. I get so fucking upset and start crying my eyes out and need someone to talk to and I realize there is fucking NO ONE. Except Sean, who I usually can't get a hold of when I need him anyway. I just realize, in the end, you really only have yourself. And that fucking sucks because I hate myself. And I can't comfort ( Read more... )

School is over, summer has begun, but it hasn't hit me yet ( Read more... )