SO, its not the new year yet BUT this journal is full of memorys I'm ready to let go of SOOOOOOO

I made a new one it's gonna be a lot more "feelings" heheh not about my days and such...... but I added a few of you so if

Longwalkhome__

is on your list add me back ♥

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he asked me why i loved him tonite. & for once I really don't know why. He makes me feel lower than dirt. but I can't let go. Now I duno if its love or if it's fear of knowing I am alone.......

why can't I let go.

I'm coming home.

i got a laptop && 1,000 dollars cash moneeeeyy ( Read more... )

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Am I aloud to be happy with my life.
I try and try and try. I stay positive.......I work all the fuck time.....
I gave up today.
I wish you know "give up" effected my life today ( Read more... )

hurting

is what I handle the worst.

&& I'm hurting extremely tonite.

I wish my brother were here. =/ I need to talk to someone I love && Trust

What is beauty?
Is it something you see?
Is it something you feel?
Where does it come from?
Is it looks?
Is it personality?
Or is it both?
Am I beautiful?
Are you?

Beauty comes from within
And it's everything about a person
That makes them beautiful

I don't believe you.