well work last night was good but that night i spent the night at lindsays with some other people. yes, we drunk. and it was terrible. i only had a little (yes, im telling the truth). it was just the most depressing time of my life. everything bad was happening. like i just never want to do it again. achohol is just something to strong to deal with ( Read more... )

so i had a lot of fun tonight at olive garden with heather strader, t.o., mitchell, & katherine. it just made me realize how carefree i could be. like i am so sick of being stressed and holding grudges with people. its so stupid. i just wanna say it. melvin did me wrong. i dont care any more. its only gonna help me get stronger. he is over, ( Read more... )

well february is almost over. i cant wait because this has been the worst month of my life. hopefully march will bring more happiness to me. anyways, the latin club dinner is tonight at the olive garden and im gonna get ready in a minute. hather strada is picking me up so we gonna have some fun...

well, well, well. so today mrs. rea tries to tell me that she had already told me about practice tonight when i had to work. w/e. i dont even care any more. i said it in the begining, that this show wouldnt come together until the last minute and here we go. anyways, im so ready for the weekend.

well im tired but what the hell, i my as well. anyways, today was ok. i was nervous about my piano recital and everything so that makes me relieved that it is over with. i hung out at lindsays for a while tonight. it was fun. i gotta work tomorow. im actually excited but whatever. talk to yall later

im stressed, just everything is coming at me all at once. i hope march is better. today was ok. i went to school for a half a day. i cant miss a lot of days. i have a piano recital tomorow and i can do it. im just stressed out and nervous, but whatever. i also have to talk at crossings this week...

this has been the most stressful, out of place, depressing -- weekend of my whole life. like everything has pissed me off. ive worked basically the whole weekend and being sick makes it even worse. some people dont have respect for me and some do. some people think i am nothing. but i dont care. this year people are gonna see some different things ( Read more... )

well i have to work today, again. i dont care. at least im getting money. i got 30 dollars last night so holla. anyways, some people just get on my nerves. i mean dont read this if your just gonna laugh about it. and if you do read it for fun and to show how immature you are, then dont say your my friend or act fake because you are fucking stupid. ( Read more... )

im so depressed. i guess thats it. im just so mad at everything. it sucks because i cant have fun at all so whatever...

well today was ok. i sucked at piano practice today. so i really dont care anyways. ive decided im not trying out for NCSA. i dont have the time so for now im gonna focus on some colleges. preferbly far away from here. i have to go back to work at 6:00 so im gonna get ready soon. well ive also decided what im doing for the talent show. or at least ( Read more... )