There's something seriously wrong with myself at this current moment. It feels kinda like an attack accompanied with excessive sweaty although I'm freezing.
No tears although I wish they would come.
My limbs are numb and I can barely feel myself typing this.
My vision is blurry and my legs are asleep.
I'm thinking the most abstract and ridiculous ( Read more... )

he's coming home today.
:D
im too excited.

6 months.

i love him.

Phil called me. It was kinda wierd considering the last time I really talked to him, I was pretty pissed at him for squirting me in the eye with a watergun. We talked and it felt kinda good to talk to someone who knows how I work and what I'm like. No, we arent getting back together ever and no, we don't like eachother. We both learned from our ( Read more... )

Yeah, and you call me a whore.

I'm gonna kill him, I swear.

So, there was no morgue journey which is fine.
Got some pretty crazy sunglasses from muh momma.
Everybody is quite angry with Somebody.
But this is okay because I'm used to being screwed over with Somebody.
It's all cool.
Let it toy with your emotions, I honestly couldnt care. 
All I'm sure of, is that you're going to get hurt again and I'm not going to ( Read more... )

blerg.

I'm at my mom's work and its uber amounts of boring. I went out for a smoke earlier and i saw a rabbit family and a bum. How exciting.

the good news is I might get to go to the morgue later and see the dead old people which might or might not be good.
I've never seen a dead body un-prepared before so it could be a bad situation.

But anywho, ( Read more... )

-insert words of blah feelings ( Read more... )

fuck you chris.
either someone is on the phone or you left.
either way, youre supposed to hang out with me tonight, asshat.