today was alright. school sucks. i'm having problems with some one so daniel took me for a walk during lunch [he calls it hes disappearing act]to talk it out. he told me how to solve the problem. but thats not how i want to solve it. but the way i want to. its to..harsh..i would get into details. but the person might read this ( Read more... )

so after i updated last night. i sat on the couch sending text messages to everyone. bryan kept talking in his sleep. it was fucking hilarious. i feel asleep on the couch next to bryan at 2am and bryan woke me up at 3am almost 4am saying he needed to leave. so he handed me a cigarette and left with chris who was up the whole fucking time! i went ( Read more... )

bryan and chris are here. they came over at 9. bryans asleep on the couch with my doggie. its so cute. and chris is watching bad boys 2. hehe

rickylee and clair came over last night. hung out for awhile. they wanted me and my sister to spend the night. so i said fuck it. and i went. i got my stuff ready. went to bryans at like 7 something. hung out there until almost 8. went to rickylees. bryan called me like 100x. i convinced him to come over. so he came by around 9. at first we wanted ( Read more... )

today was alright. josh is being a dick. he says its because hes quiting smoking. and know i'm fucking with him because iknew hes grumpy but honestly i think hes butt hurt about me being around daniel and bird so much. i know i've been around them alot. and i feel bad. i want to spent time with my joshie. he told me he felt lonely and need me ( Read more... )

birdy made me another lunch. mm mm good. school sucked ass besides lunch when bird and iwere hanging all over daniel. that was the funnist. jorge came over to joshes after school. we went to taco bell and had a really fun time. then we went back to joshes when daniel and josh shot me with there bebe guns. but this time the gun was inches away from ( Read more... )

birdy made me a sandwich today. it was mmm mmm good. i hung around daniel alot again after school. he was protecting me from joshie. joshie wanted me died because i sat on him and pinched his nuts then laughed and made fun of him. but daniel saved me. then used me ass a vicky pillow. i did his homework. its sad i'll do his but i wont do my own. ( Read more... )

i slept in until 6:30. i knew i could have fotten ready by 6:45 and gotten to school before 7. but i said fuck this and sat on the couch eatting cereal and watching cartoons until my dad called and stupid me answered the phone. so i told him i woke up late and blah blah. and i got to school around 7:30-7:40ish. my phone is now activated. nicole, ( Read more... )

today was the first day back from school. the only thing i learned was that i dont like school and i dont like getting up in the morning. but i already new that ( Read more... )

jorge, he doesnt love me any more. he doesnt want me. he has no time for me. he doesnt even want to make time. he told me all this. he told me while he was hugging and kissing me. which made things worse and harder for me ( Read more... )