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Nov 15, 2005 23:25

woooo


man. i was sitting here feeling all sorry for myself just because a friggin guy i like doesn't like me. jesus christ what an idiot haha. i thought about it though, i mean how stupid it was that i was just sitting here being sad when i can just forget it, move on, and be happy. ya know.

it's just like.. i don't need a guy to make me happy. i have so many great friends and a bagatrazillion hobbies and i basically have a great life so i don't need a freakin guy to make me happy. i mean i'll like people, yeah, whatever, and if they happen to like me back then i say cool beans but i'm not going to go looking for my happiness in a guy. no way. i'll just sit here and watch everyone freak out about getting boyfriends/girlfriends and like ohemgee so and so didnt call me today like ohemgee he is totally cheating on me blahblahfreakinblah i mean yeah i used to be one of those freak-out-ish girlfriends but that was because i had no freakin idea what i was doing. i'm different now because i thought about how much i'd hate it if a guy did that to me. sheeesh.

dating at my age is gay anyway. nothing means anything to most people, and i'm not gonna go out with anyone that i mean like nothing to. and jesus christ why do you always have to "go out" with someone? why cant you just date! i think that is totally gay. everyone at our school is like ohmygod i like you you like me that means ur my bf and i'm your gf! yay! wooflippityhoo

okay. sorry. just had to get that out. haha comments are wonderful ♥
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