Im just going to admit it right now. I need help. Im sure everyone is sick and tired of me complaining about my stupid girl heart, and IM S0 SICK 0F FEELING THIS WAY. I need to get psycheatric help because I cant be happy without him. God... I just sit here in bed driving myself insaine, and i cant sleep because I start to cry and really wish that ( Read more... )

Dedicated to Joe ( Read more... )

He killed me and didnt even know it.
He said he was returning the favor.

I didnt ever mean to hurt him
Now Im alone for ever because of it.

Tomorrow is going to be very very very hard.
Thanksgivving last year was one of my favorite memories.
I guess thats all I'll ever have, even though I deserve more than memories.

Garg....

sad again today. joe sucks. its a never ending roller coaster ride thats heading straight for disaster. im a miserable person. he destroyed me, but yet i still want more.

Buying things makes me happy.
Frankie makes me happy.
Today I am happy.
I bought airplane tickets to Myrtle Beach for Spring Break.
I also hung out at Frankie's house for awhile.

Not even thinking about Joe.
Not one bit!

Trying to make Amy feel better. and we are gonna be ok.
Because we deserve so much better then Joe and chris.

Today Im really depressed and I hate life ( Read more... )

I hate all men!I am so sick of everything that I do for Joe, and get nothing back. I hate that I cant live without him. I hate how Im sad all the time because of him. I cant break the habbit though. Its true, you can be addicted to someone. I cant even think of the good things about him anymore except the way he makes me smile. I hate that I have ( Read more... )

I dont know if any of you heard about the fatal accident on rt 3 on saturday... but I was the first person on the scene and I took care of the girl, and talked to her. and gave her CPR and did everything I could, and she died. She died at the hospital. but I was the last person to talk to her before they sudated her. I know im going to be a nurse, ( Read more... )

60 Random Questions ( Read more... )

Car broken till end of Aug... 699.99
Books for school... 589.00
Working my ass off for the rest of summer... PRICELESS