sooo i think i got alot out today when i talked to miranda and i just decided to stop caring about the little things... soo you know i think things will get better. desiree i love you! ohhh yea i have to go to a 5 am pep rally soo you all better be there! and yea i think im alot happier when things are more carefree.. soo ummm yea i dont have much ( Read more... )

i dont think it even phases you...you could go 5 days with out talking or seeing me and you wouldnt care...you could just go watch some tv and hang out with your buddies..but i guess this is how my whole life will be soon

why do i try to pretend things will get better when they never do? i give up i really do there isnt much i can do about it any more im just soo sick of this... im gonna wait to see how this weekend goes to know if anything what truly fixed and if anything got through any of their heads cuz obviously you can see they arent commenting any more?

sooo i think things are ok now? not really sure i mean i got alot of things out but i think somethings said on both of our parts was fked up like how i never call and how we always make "her" plan everything but still why cant everything be the same.. although i got everything out i still feel like its somewhat split up now like 3 and 2 still i ( Read more... )

this is what my hair will look like short, i hope:


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welll blah blah blah i dont really write in here much any more, i dont no it may have something to do with the fact that my brother is constantly online all the time now... he is a AIM man whore. blah soo hinting back to the title things just arent the same.. i dont know i mean i guess they have gotten better for the most part. but now instead of ( Read more... )

blah im sick of writing all i have to say if why cant some friends just think a little bit more about their "best friends" that term is sooo overrated i have come to find out...you cant have a group of 5 best friends it doesnt work but yea i went to the HALTOM VS. KELLER game tonight and of course we won. next up TRINITY TROJANS... be safe use a ( Read more... )

im cutting my hair..thats all thats important.. and the fact that at this point in my life im not the least bit happy infact my plan right now is to go print all of "our" pictures off and put them away in a box for later use

OHHH YEA I SEEM TO GET JEALOUS QUITE OFTEN LATELY

And she runs through her days with a smile on her face ( Read more... )

i must say the downs in my life right now seem to be getting better....which is always a good thing... i think i would update alot more often than i do if my brother wasnt raping the computer all the time now! well today is halloween and the closer it has gotten the more i have not wanted to go trick or treating. idk really i might go it just ( Read more... )