I really don't understand myself and my updating... I have nothing to say in this update.

My day went well. I feel like everything is slowly going back to normality... Maybe. Well anyway, I feel satisfied with myself. And plus, I finally did what I promised myself I'll start doing - excercise. Which went very well, if you're interested, and from ( Read more... )

Sing. Us a song. A song to keep us warm...

I'm in a really bad mood. Everything is so screwed up. This was meant to make me happy, and it doesn't anymore.

Mom is so mad at me, and I can't really blame her. I hate it when she's mad. I get it from my dad so much, I don't need it from her. The thing is, she put up with so much already. I pushed it ( Read more... )

I was trying to put off writing another entry for a long time. Why? Because I don't want to admit some things in front of myself.

Oh, and you might want to skip this entry because you probably won't understand much of it. Still, I hope it helps me sort out some things in my head.

Yesterday... I'm really glad for spending the night at Obi's ( ( Read more... )

As I'm writing this, Esi and Rits are sleeping peacefully in the living room. I'm wide awake with nothing to do, so it's time to update my journal.

For New Years, I was forced to have a house party at my place - mainly because some people didn't wanna go to this other party, and everyone was pissed at me. People started arriving around 10 pm. In ( Read more... )

I'm finally back in Warsaw, with Christmas done with and New Years still ahead. There's tons of snow outside (SERIOUSLY), so our house is quite cold at the moment, especially the attic - where I am right now.

My Christmas... where do I begin. I got to my grandparents house around 4 pm (quite early compared to the previous years) without any major ( Read more... )

I'm in Warsaw. Sitting upstairs in that cosy room we use as a library - but it's more like a random guest room. The fireplace downstairs is warming the house up (even though the heaters are working) and I'm drinking tea. And I finally feel like Christmas. :>

The weather people (on the news) said that the first star is supossed to be visible around ( Read more... )

Whats the worst thing I can say? - Things are better if I stay.

Yes, Im listening to MCR. Emo? Indeed. I cant wait to start reading "Memoirs of a Geisha" tomorrow... which probably won't happen. I always spent the first few days of my stay in Poland reading magazines and newspapers - I can finally read the news and understand them. So I will only ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a fun fun day. I ended up going Christmas shopping with my brother, Sashi and Rita - except Sasha left early, and Rita came late. I got all of the presents for relatives done, and you won't believe how happy I was that we don't have to get pressies for our uncles, cousins, etc.

My mom is getting a Svarowski figure, which what we ( Read more... )

Today was really cute. I met up with Sashi and Oli and we went to Christkindlmarkt. The Christmas mood didn't leave me till now, so I will be watching "Love Actually" pretty soon.

The Christmas decorations my dad brought from the basement are all up already, with a few extras added. I have Christmas lights around that triangular window of mine, a ( Read more... )

I am so glad I went to Volks on Friday - it was Lara's birthday party and it really was great this time. In contrary to all the other times, this night consisted of more than just taking pictures (thankfully). A lot of people went, which meant I wasn't stuck with the same limited number of people.

I spent my time dancing, of course, mostly with ( Read more... )