I cant believe it :o(

[x_kellism33p_x]

Today has been so horrible :o( I aint gonna broadcast it on here, but I really can't believe its happening. I keep trying to tell myself that I am dreaming, or that they have got it wrong. But I know they havent :o( *cries* Poor Chloe.

Happy Birthday Kirstie x

Owwww..I'v got pins and needles in my whole leg and foot lk!

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*hugs*

[xprettyx_xlushx]

*cries* I know how u feel lk babe. :o( . It's not real to me either. It's just something I keep blocking out of my mind and it hasn't sunk in yet. =(

<3 xxx

Re: *hugs*

[x_kellism33p_x]

U know. I feel so bad laughing. And smiling. And going on as normal. Which I am right now =o( I feel like I shouldnt be on here. I wish I was Chloe. I really do :o( I would do anything for it to be me.

Re: *hugs*

[xprettyx_xlushx]

I know what u mean.

But we cant stop everything, i know it sounds really harsh but we need to carry on lk. It's going to be hard tho aint it.

Re: *hugs*

[x_kellism33p_x]

Yeah it is. Knowing it's going to happen is killing me inside. But I'm trying to laugh and have a joke with Dani to forget about it.
But I guess it's a good thing that we know, because it wont be as much of a shock!? It was the same with my uncle. We knew it was gonna happen. But because he had 3 near death things during his suffering, we kind of thought, nah they have got it wrong again. And when it did happen. I was on holiday. Then when I came back it hadent hit me. Until the other day. And I tell u it was a killer. :o(