so i walked into what i thought was to be my last sociology class just now 15 minutes late as usual expecting to review for the final and i see that everyones already taking it. shit. and to think i was going to go in high like i always do.

I am currently in my school computer lab typing with a bum hand. All i wanted was a lousy trampoline for the summer. Instead I get my flesh hooked and have to go serve tonight at work all bandaged up. still no trampoline. Who knows what will happen with that half put together death trap in my back yard. after all this its hard to say fuck it return ( Read more... )

so ive had a rough weekend. wanna hear about it? well idc because this is the only place i can vent without holding back. to begin with the least of my problems but a major stressor of mine is the fact that i had a research paper due on thursday in which we were given the whole semester to do and i never even started. i ended up not forcing myself ( Read more... )

i know what i want deep inside but i feel like what i have to do to reach it is too overwhelming and unpromising. will i end up just settling?

So I really can't stop thinking about attending Columbia next year. I can't make a decision on my own so I need everyone's opinion. Should I take a wild chance, move away to Chicago and completely indulge in something I have only good feelings about and wanted for so long? or should I stay closer to home and all my friends and loved ones? i need to ( Read more... )

So, as of right now, my life is pretty much rediculous. I feel like this is the first time I've been single in a while. But I don't really feel %100 percent single because I have so much extra baggage to tend to. Every guy I've had a relationship with before is still involved in my life somehow and I don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing ( Read more... )

Basically, I had one of the greatest days of my life yesterday. After randomly drinking a jug of wine with tif and playing text twist all night, I wake up to a snow day!! yayy. So we went shopping alll day and found numerous bargains. I love shopping. & I have been getting rid of a lot of old clothes and its so refreshing feeling. Anyways, I cant ( Read more... )

i should really start writing in this thing again. My english teacher is very inspiring. i regret not keeping an actual day-to-day journal. I love reading my old ones i find from years ago. They help me remember who I am. I saw the movie Children of Men the other night and i was somewhat disturbed. what is this world coming to? I hate that we are ( Read more... )

i just got out of bed at 4 p.m. i was so tired. i need to study study study for my last two finals tomorrow. Im so glad, I really love this break from school. I did pretty bad on my statistics final and im a little worried about psychology and philosophy also but no sweat, pretty soon itll all be over and time to do some mega last minute christmas

It's truly amazing how simple life is. How looking up into the sky and taking a single breath of its beauty in can revive your entire body. How making someone you care about smile can make you feel as important as the ruler of the universe. How playing with a child can make you feel young again for even just a few minutes. And it's even more ( Read more... )