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[x_leola_x]

so its been a while. yes its been a long while. interesting thing is. i dont kno what to blog. its as if life stands still... just mine... and i get caught in moments that last for days. this relationship i have with phil is surreal. truely... it is unbelievable. not only in a good way. but its real. i can feel again. i didnt kno i could feel. i

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[deepinsideofme7]

ahh I'm so happy for you. Phil sounds like an amazing guy.

"phil has come in and picked me up off of the floor... dusted me off... and made me feel somewhat dignified again. worthy of someone or something."

I think that this feeling is prob. one of the best things you could ever hope for, at least I could hope for. It's so refreshing and yah, getting lost in it is fairly easy. <3

[disc0_bloodbath]

ALYSIA! I'm so glad youre back! I've missed you. We totally need a starbucks soon!!!! I'm overflowing!

I truely belive you deserve what you and Philly (soak that philly like a sponge!) have. Once again I'm so jealous of you. You two are made for each other. I wish I could have the happiness you have, the fairytale like relationship you have, the hugs and kisses and everything cute-tsy you two share.

I'm really happy for you both. You're both amazing people. I've seen the way he looks at you, and I've heard the way he talks about you. Don't let old flames get in the way of your happiness. You DESERVE THIS! You're lonf overdue for this happiness you have.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!

YES!

[x_leola_x]

starbucks soon for sure!!! i dont have my computer. its broken. im on phils haha. so ya...

gimme a call a.s.a.p. and if im not there leave a message!!! and ill try calling u 2moro? let me kno what ur up to tho. reply to this if youd like. ill probably check my email soon.

i love you and miss you SO much!!! <3