im wearing my retainer again. i havent worn it in a few months. i noticed my teeth are moving =(. im in PAIN. and i dont want to talk to anyone cause i have a lisp. this is lame. ouch for me.

Ten things you did last summer...
10. partied
09. fucked
08. beach
07. drank
06. drove up the coast
05. became friends with derek again
04. found a new boyfriend *jimmy*
03. kissed A LOT
02. tanning salon too much
01. saw bullets n octane obsessively <3 ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. this entry will be short. i am tired haha. ive spent the past two nights at keiths moms house with keith, dylan, tanya, lala, and troy. what a family! i have fun fun fun with them all. my nipples are healing nicely. really nicely. theyre still sorta sore. but considering they got a chunck taken out of them and a metal ( Read more... )

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything ( Read more... )

i apologize to those true friends out there that i scared the shit out of last night with my away message and sinicism. i love you *ashley and jimi especially* so much and i am reeeeeeeeally sorry for hurting you guys. i have my relapses... i get over them... and i move on. i'm not ready to be cured. i'm not ready to stop. cutting has been a part ( Read more... )

There's music playing
But we dance to the beat
Of our own black hearts
And draw diagrams
Of suicide on each other's wrists
Then trace them with razorblades

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THREE THINGS ABOUT ME YOU DIDN'T KNOW ( Read more... )

heres another one muahahahahahahahahah ( Read more... )

everything feels wierd right now. i dont kno why. i just woke up and i feel like im still asleep. arg. i think ill go shower. something. i need coffee! yes... coffee. so im off to make coffee... then shower. thats a good idea. wow im tired. rawr.