All I have done today is play my game cube. Who knew that a simple game system could bring me happiness. lol. Anywho~ 10 days tell my movie comes out! I can't wait. Well I am going to go and check my email.

I am sad and lonely. I want the feeling of be wanted to be filled. I feel as if I died, no one would care. I just want a boy to tell me he loves me and mean it with out expecting sex in return, and tell me every thing will be okay no matter what life brings my way and that he will always be there for me! But I doubt that will ever happen so I will ( Read more... )

I just found out that greg is still dating Tiffany and he is doing drugs really bad, so screw him. I don't need him. I can find better. And I would rather have some one better any way.

I can't do anything for a week, so till next monday I can't do anything. How gay? Meh. I am going to be really bored. Well I am going to go.

I am sitting here being really bored. and all I have done today is feel extremly sad. I think I can be over dramatic but i can't help it. I am still pissed about the whole greg thing but it makes me sad. I try to talk to him, but he ignores me, so i am gonna try and ive up. i am done with guys. I would rather feel alone than get stepped on by guys ( Read more... )

Yesterday was shit. First I went to EL Sembriro with Candace and her parents. Greg showed up with his parents and totalyy fucking ignored me and acted like I wasn't even there. Then Candace told him she was having a party and he was like okay and acted like he was going. Well i stayed up tell 1 am. waiting for him to show up and guess what, no show ( Read more... )

Well today has been okay, I didn't get out of bed tell noon, which was nice. I sppent the day thinking about greg for some reason. I haven't felt like my self. I have been feeling like my body is just here and my soul is some where eles. weird right? I am watching "will and grace" I love this show. It makes me want a gay guy for a best friend! meh ( Read more... )

I just passed by greg's house....I wanted to go to his house but I was with my grandma. So no stopie! :( I can't get him out of my head. I dunno why. Is there something wrong with me? I am falling for him and hard and I don't really know him that well. Gosh thats bad. Well I am going to go before I start crying again!

Hello every one. guess what I found out, Greg has a girlfriend. :( it what is worse is I cried as soon as I found out, I usually don't do that. Not cool. Some one told me yesterday. I am going to ask him if it is true, I hope not though. Theres something about him that I can't explain. It really hard to explain. Like when I talk to him, I feel like ( Read more... )

Well I went Heb twice yesterday. First time, greg was there and talked to my mom. Then my dad went and he asked where I was. Then I went with Candace and Errol and Greg said something to me but the bastard wouldn't tell what he said. Then we were getting in the car and Candace was yelling how i wanted to bang greg (but i didn't denie it. lol) I ( Read more... )

Hello every one. i am in a wonderful mood. :) see. My mom might go to heb in a lil while so Greg might be there :) That would be the best. :) I think I need to get a job, i might even try and work at McDonalds. Hey, its a job am i right?! lol. Any who ( Read more... )