hello strangerrr
well, i never write in here anymore, nor does anyone really read what's here anyway. but, perhaps sorting out my thoughts will make me feel a little better. this past month has been so extremely difficult for me. coming back to fordham was like starting freshman year all over again, due to not knowing my roommates, and generally feeling
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I had difficulty adjusting after coming back to school as well.... Mostly because being back feels like you never left and so I don't feel like I'm ever validating my experience in spain by coming back to the same cornfield I left from. Needless to say, it is our homebase and sometimes you just have to let home be okay so that you have the place to plan that next great adventure. Something secure, I guess.
As far as the future, you are asking a lot of the same questions that I am, and are having the same anxieties. Just know that you aren't alone, and know that it's okay not to rush into anything. Just go with it. Pretend it's spain and you don't know what the hell is going on...just roooolllll with it, and you'll survive. we've made it this far.
I miss you! Have fun w/ the girls next weekend. Give erica besos for me.
love,zz
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